Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Accuracy Of Hiv Test At 3 Months

It commences ...

dances.
7 days of pure lack. No connection to internet, no sms, no ring, no call, no chance to say "coffee?" or "beer".
7 days in which only the work will save me ... work, the concert, the music that will pass the Alien. The music in general.
7 days from today.
to starting on the doorstep, printed and marked those kisses on my cheeks, often repeated and whisper, "Take care on you, ok?"
...
Maybe that's why there are more than three hours to load music on the iPod, I try not to think and my brain now and then we end up there anyway. I miss him already and not yet boarded the plane. And do not just think that to take the midnight six days away. It 's just a mental factor, the stomach still tightens.
I really hope that does not intend to do what they said, well, tossed between a joke and a joke. Or at least I hope not to ever find out.
Because at that point, everything I held so far, I've learned to live with and accept, I'll pour him without thinking twice.
7 days of posting. Need? Everything will remain as it was? 's all a balance above the crowd.
... C'est

the malaise du moment

However I have a job. Beginning the day after tomorrow. And as I said, this will probably be one of the few things I will keep the mind busy. So I guess we plunge headlong. Determined to sudarmi every penny and breathing space that will get my (already tried) brain.
Wish me good luck.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

Vba Pokemon Leafgreen Cheats

Burning Sea Inside

I see, can not have you, can not leave you there 'cos I must see you Sometimes
But I do not understand how can you keep me in chains And Every
waken hour, I feel your taking power From me and I can not leave Repeating the
Scener over again



As I have said to that little treasure of Vix3n, burns heal. Will always be the sign that scar that will remind you when and how you burned, but will no longer be as bad as before.
I hope this happens soon. I keep looking at the wound with a critical eye. Give a little blood out 'too quickly and even when it seems that the flow has stopped, at least suddenly opens and the raw flesh to burn back as before.
How can something so short, having done so bad?
It 's true that time does not count for anything? That is only a scan of days, hours, minutes, seconds, but in reality nothing can the spirit and soul? Let's talk. Not even on the heart.
...
God how I miss you.
Every photo that I have the presumption of open, every song I listen to the constant, which brings me back to you ... It is as if something is broken, each. single. time. It 's that dull pain on the chest, which I flatter myself to be a sick passenger, and instead remain there. And I wonder how and why, when exactly did you get me under the skin, crept into a so ingrained in my brain and my heart.
Today I have placed in front of a prospect. It was an idea. He was thrown out. Did evil anyway.
me and shot before his eyes the image of you and her. I have very clear idea, having seen the photos, in fact. I begin to understand what it means to people when he speaks of "dying a little at a time" ...
..
...
's ridiculous. And pathetic. I hate feeling pathetic, there was already passed and I had repeated a thousand times not falling back ... and want to be perfectly honest, I passed the test prior to the big time. So what's wrong this time? When and how do I put a foot wrong and I'm falling in your arms?
Why I do not know if you noticed, but when you let go, dropping to the ground ... I stayed on the ground. Yes, of course, I watched you. Yes sure, I watched you smile. Yes, of course, I also said "okay ... I know why, but I did it while remaining anchored to the floor. And believe me, it's not a matter of signs on his knees.
...
Right now, I know nothing and do not want to know anything. I just know it hurts. A pain almost suffocating. And everything around me turns to you. He knows you. It smells of you. You have poisoned my life, with your voice, your smell, with your hands, with your being yourself in every damn fucking juncture of life. In having taken the barriers that I was once again built around them and crushed with a cough, a smile ... and a kiss. With your hands on my back.
And when I say I remember everything ... trust me, I remember everything. From my house kiss under the blankets and the deep sleep during the night wrapped me in your arms. Alla notte passata a fare i ninja e al risveglio con "quella" canzone, che ancora accompagna le mie mattine. Turning to the picture show I watched hand in hand with you, until ... the establishment number eight. This night started badly and finished ... dream. Because I lost my words, yes, but I've lost on your lips, and now what makes me drink water and salt, it's you. If not you noticed, it is only because then I let go of the night on the pillow that reminds me of the morning did you wake up.
...
Sai ... I think it is true that in some cases, tears carry away part of who you are.
...
...
...
Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "Any day I would die for you",
I write on paper & erased away



[the song itself ... Well it's just what I'm listening now. Shy, Sonata Arctica]

Saturday, March 1, 2008

Letter Of Appeal For Termination



Sea Inside, on the high seas - in, weightless
the bottom, where the dream come true: two
that will make a real desire in the meeting. A kiss

come to life with the roar of a bright
thunderbolt, my body has not changed
more my body, is how to penetrate the center of the universe
:

The embrace more childish, and the purest of
kisses up to see transformed into a single desire


Your eyes my eyes, like an echo
who has been saying, without words, as in, more
in, up beyond all
through the blood and bone marrow.

But always I wake up, and I always want
be dead, because I with my mouth
always remain within the network of your hair.

Ramón Sampedro

I'm not disappeared. Just a moment is a bit 'complicated.
I leave you this poem that moved me (and I definitely want to see the film *___*) and run to get ready, that's almost my centaur *___* We