Burning Sea Inside I see, can not have you, can not leave you there 'cos I must see you Sometimes
But I do not understand how can you keep me in chains And Every
waken hour, I feel your taking power From me and I can not leave Repeating the
Scener over again
As I have said to that little treasure of Vix3n, burns heal. Will always be the sign that scar that will remind you when and how you burned, but will no longer be as bad as before.
I hope this happens soon. I keep looking at the wound with a critical eye. Give a little blood out 'too quickly and even when it seems that the flow has stopped, at least suddenly opens and the raw flesh to burn back as before.
How can something so short, having done so bad?
It 's true that time does not count for anything? That is only a scan of days, hours, minutes, seconds, but in reality nothing can the spirit and soul? Let's talk. Not even on the heart.
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God how I miss you.
Every photo that I have the presumption of open, every song I listen to the constant, which brings me back to you ... It is as if something is broken, each. single. time. It 's that dull pain on the chest, which I flatter myself to be a sick passenger, and instead remain there. And I wonder how and why, when exactly did you get me under the skin, crept into a so ingrained in my brain and my heart.
Today I have placed in front of a prospect. It was an idea. He was thrown out. Did evil anyway.
me and shot before his eyes the image of you and her. I have very clear idea, having seen the photos, in fact. I begin to understand what it means to people when he speaks of "dying a little at a time" ...
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's ridiculous. And pathetic. I hate feeling pathetic, there was already passed and I had repeated a thousand times not falling back ... and want to be perfectly honest, I passed the test prior to the big time. So what's wrong this time? When and how do I put a foot wrong and I'm falling in your arms?
Why I do not know if you noticed, but when you let go, dropping to the ground ... I stayed on the ground. Yes, of course, I watched you. Yes sure, I watched you smile. Yes, of course, I also said "okay ... I know why, but I did it while remaining anchored to the floor. And believe me, it's not a matter of signs on his knees.
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Right now, I know nothing and do not want to know anything. I just know it hurts. A pain almost suffocating. And everything around me turns to you. He knows you. It smells of you. You have poisoned my life, with your voice, your smell, with your hands, with your being yourself in every damn fucking juncture of life. In having taken the barriers that I was once again built around them and crushed with a cough, a smile ... and a kiss. With your hands on my back.
And when I say I remember everything ... trust me, I remember everything. From my house kiss under the blankets and the deep sleep during the night wrapped me in your arms. Alla notte passata a fare i ninja e al risveglio con "quella" canzone, che ancora accompagna le mie mattine. Turning to the picture show I watched hand in hand with you, until ... the establishment number eight. This night started badly and finished ... dream. Because I lost my words, yes, but I've lost on your lips, and now what makes me drink water and salt, it's you. If not you noticed, it is only because then I let go of the night on the pillow that reminds me of the morning did you wake up.
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Sai ... I think it is true that in some cases, tears carry away part of who you are.
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Obsessed by you, your looks, well, anyway "Any day I would die for you",
I write on paper & erased away
[the song itself ... Well it's just what I'm listening now. Shy, Sonata Arctica]